16:52

Not having a good day. Don't really know how i feel.

proper posts soon x

Back from Italy, long time no post

So i'm back, and it was AMAZING. i can safely say i was NOT looking forward to it, but i wanna go back!

it's been a while since i got back now though, about five or so days. i really really couldn't be bothered to post. i needed time to sort my head out and work out what's going on.

Well this week i think i've "lost" one of the best friends i've ever had. But i think that now is the right time to move on and appreciate the people i have now, not the people i had a while back.

And i'd just like to apologise to all the people who have been there for me the past however long, especially this last week, becuase i don't think i've been paying enough attention to the people i have right now.
And yes i am going to miss these people like fuck but i don't think it's right for me to be waiting for something to come back that has long gone and is clearly not going to happen again. I think there's a time for everything, for holding on to the past with everything you've got and a time to let go, and i have to let go right now and that's what i'm going to do.

And if you read this, just make sure you know i love you both so much. And i won't forget.






enouh of that anyways.

back to Italy.
God. Fay, you proper made the holiday :]

serisouly, Fay really really saved me from Katy and Laura at times. And when we freaked them out by pretending to have sex in the cupboard, and your sticky feet, and in our sheets in the lift, and trying to smuggle y ou into our room, and climbing over the balconys, and Sorry You're Not A Winner, and Ammarettis (sp?) and Lucy and Jane, and slapping Tom's arse, and writing "SCREAM ALARM" on your arms then running up and down the corridors, and the roof, and piggy backs, and getting locked in the lift, and the crumbs on Katy Sergeant, and THE GERMAN DUDE WHO LIKE SYSTEM OF A DOWN! and getting locked in the toilet, and freaking out Laura and Katy talking about our bowel movements, and that tom guy who fancied me, and falling off you and breaking Laura's hairdryer, and the chavs singing shite songs on the bus, and falling asleep on each other, and squeezing your hand too hard on the plane


I LOVE YOU FAY!

And then when everyone got back, and we went to the park, me Kt and Lauren and had the most amazing time at the Res and in the park and in the forest and that.

i have the best friends i could ever ask for right now, I LOVE YOU ALL PEOPLE!

So i think that's it for now. i've missed blogging lol

more soon,

hannah