I feel strange today.
yesterday i felt like i was walking around in a bubble; like no one could get through to me. I felt very..calm. I just walked through corridors being pushed around and everything like normal, and i just looked at everyone and thought "you will never understand." I wanted to stay quiet all day, i didn't want to say a word. I wanted to keep it all inside, like it was safe, like i was wrapped in my own little world protected with cotton wool and nobody could get in. It felt kinda of good. But also kind of like a zombie.

Today, i just feel..alone i guess. I can't explain how i feel. Bastards. I could write so much here but i never do, i always just give up. Today is no different.

Bene, i hope you feel better soon (F)



hannah